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Oct 30 2015 at 01:47am

So here it is, 4am and I cannot sleep. So I figured maybe I would make my first blog post here. I doubt that it will even be read, but that gives a kind of freedom to it. I don't really have a plan for what to say though. I suppose I will just talk about stuff until I hopefully get tired enough and fall to sleep. 

I've been on vacation this week, had big plans to get the house cleaned and ready for winter, and to stream video games daily on twitch.tv. So far that hasn't panned out. I have done barely any cleaning, and I did stream for something like 4 or 5 days in a row, I have abandoned that as well. This isn't entirely bad thing, work has been stressful lately so it's kind of good to just do nothing. And the streaming has had issues with disconnects, so again, isn't bad to hold off on that either until I can solve it. It just feels sometimes like life has stalled. And I don't entirely know how to get it started again. So sometimes I feel crappy about not getting stuff accomplished, which then makes me feel worse. It's a vicious cycle. 

Anyways I guess I will end this now, who knows, maybe I will write more of these in the future. 

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  • Dec 26 2017 at 06:29pm
    I can relate to the part about "not getting stuff accomplished." If I could complete every goal I've ever had in mind, I might be a multi-millionaire by now! Alas, life just doesn't always afford us those options! It's easier to get things accomplished with friends, though.


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